Wednesday, September 03, 2008
nights out! yays. finally. basic phase of engineer is coming to an end. yays
today had my cbre interview. and woah. they sure did their research on me. lol.. the interview went quite well.. except that i didnt really like the way i was speaking. sounded like kalai. lol. i dunno why. haha. told them i wanna be in EOD. (explosive ordinance disposal) cool stuff eh. see wads the outcome on tues then. haha
well.. after my birthday. did some thinking and some talking with kalai. and i realised. WO BIAN LE. haha. changed quite abit since enlistment. i lost a whole lot of myself. i stopped being excitied about so many things. not excitied about my bday! haha. i stopped doing my one month advertising campaign. i didnt plan anything for myself. cant be bothered. i stopped dressing up. lost my fashion sense. lol. i stopped wanting to make friends. i stopped being nice to others.
this struck me especially when my buddy was talkin me about me to others when i was trying to sleep. haha. its true. i go into the bunk. message and message and message.. stare at my photos then sleep. i dont bother to get to know others or let others know me. this is not good.
so well.. its time to pick up the pieces and find myself back. time to feel happy all the time again. time to live again! =D new goals . great old friends
; 8:19 PM
