Tuesday, March 18, 2008
today was malvin's bday!
celebrated at KAP Macs' Party room. it was so fun. and quite cheap too! it was 7 bucks per person and we got a happy meal, party hats, balloons and cake! the staff was quite fun lah.. she made us do everything like kids.. had to form a choochoo train out into like.. the macs toilet. quite xiasuay.. but it was fun! =D i'm glad that malvin totally enjoyed himself. haha. and thanks to kalai and devin who helped in the planning! it was really not bad. lol
on a random note, i think my cough is killing me. feeling so tired and lethargic when i haven been doing anything. everyone keeps telling me.. ben you look really tired. and i say i am. but i have nothing to justify the tireness. oh no. how how? i think i have lung cancer. LOL. just joking.
and the uni choices. i hate it i hate it i hate it. i dont wanna choose something wrongly and hafta face my mum 5 years later with her saying TOLD YOU YOU SHOULD HAVE WENT TO blah blah blah.. and i dont wanna regret my decision too. psychology; interesting but job prospects? am i smart enough to go to a masters? am i able to really just study during UNI time? i mean.. after A-s i know. i gladly choose CCA over academics. which i did hence the grades of ACC. but no regrets. lol. but its still feels a little sour when i know i could have done better.
oh. and i made a new friend. he is called devin. and he is going to the navy in like 2 days. so much for the new friend. and my new friend owes me money. lol. he is a pretty nice guy lah.
and martin. have been trying to meet up with him. but it haven materialise. shall try harder. lol
and driving. my last lesson seems to take forever to come! theres no afternoon slots for me to book! the 8am slot is too early! i probably end up sleeping while waiting for the traffic lights to change
and tioman with spens and pearl! I hope it will come true! its like the sea, beach and sun! ahhh.. before army! must go!
and dance chalet. totally unplanned yet. sigh. lol. too lazy to think. and next week is diane's bday. my shit bud. must get smthing special for her. she has been with me throughout the whole steph thingy.
oh. and today, i took over spence to teach the normal(tech) kids conversational chinese in fuchun sec today. it was harder than teaching my intellectually challenged kids in d'artistes. which made me think once again. do i really wanna teach? can i take the possibility that what i put in might not be returned. i really taught hard today. i even taught of how noriko sensei taught me jap and i followed her model of teaching since its learning of a new language. but the kids were like sleeping, talking, getting horny?! sigh. but i hope that its bcos i was teaching a compulsory after-school non-examinable subject. i asked them what they wanna be.. some said pilot, vet, firefighter, scoccer player, engineer.. but after studying for like 12 years? and gradually knowing the cruel system.. its so sad that most of them would not be able to fulfill their dreams. pilot? vet?.. when they are stuck in normal tech? haha. i left with an old but important advice; study hard and get out of normal tech. hahaa.. now then i understand how important isiz to study. cos i had gotten 4 A-s i wouldnt be having problems now. cos i can get a scholarship and fly to whereever i want and study wadeva i want. lol.
life is getting stagnant and boring! i need new motivation and directions. i wanna do something exciting before army. meet new people or something! lol..for now i'm just going to maintain and improve friendships. =D
okies. this is a super random post. lol
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