Saturday, July 15, 2006
i got back my chinese compo yesterday.
it is the rainbow essay i wrote last year, the version 2, its called rainbow, goodbye.. ma yue says that some things dun hafta be clearly written out.. so that the deeper meaning can be discovered by the reader. haha.. almost improved my essays' score frm the usual 24 to 25.. but oh wells.. shall write better ones for her. which reminds me that i hafta write one abt mothers' love for her by wed. =/
took class photo. much funner than nanhua's cos we can go ard the sch and pose wadeva we want to. =)
donated blood. quite fun and meaningful. just that abit felt like fainting? abit weak after the vitagen straw thick needle was pulled out of my arm? haha. luckily got kalai and weijian to feed me with milo so i recovered in quite a well. lol. phew. almost died. haha. kua zhang.
after blood donation, rushed to bestf's house to get the bands for dance full dress which was 1 hr 45 mins later. got the bands, said hi and talked a little bit with godsister, godbro eik was slping, nice bestf fed me with noodles.
rushed back for dance. marked jerk it out once without music, second time with music.. was picked out twice to do steps alone cos i sucked at it.. and it is really true.. less blood = slower reaction.. i was in quite a daze the whole time. first marking i did so many million mistakes. luckily raj didnt scream at me. he was very nice that day, oops. i mean all the time very nice. lol. he even personally taught me xD then we did one full out with our costumes.. raj said it was great and we were released earlier! yays. could go home on time to watch charmed. had potcom meeting and went home.
this morning, went to sch at 8.30am then we cleaned up the dance studio.. it was not as tiring and frustrating as i thought. cos we found really interesting stuff from the generations as far as 1991?.. lol.. i wonder wad did our ancestors did to clean the studio..
had a potcom meeting then left home on shujia's car with shuen, adam and malvin.
was feeling kinda lost today. usual routine is gone. so i m at home. i m tired. i shall go sleep. aunty foo says we shld go out someday. ya. we should =) but when will that be? from next wk onwards.. new routine, sat morning gyming with the j1 male dancers in prepartion for the j1s' open house show, AC lets rumble. but before we can do that, according to raj.. we must develop our bodies first. LOL. alrite. so we are gg to start workin hard frm nxt wk.. lol.. and in the afternoon i shall be a helpful person by doing volunteer work at MCYC, tutoring sec sch kids. angellic me =S ohh.. nxt wk is a very volunteerism week. lol. i know theres no such thing as volunteerism week so pardon my poor english. haha. cos fri and sun gg to SGH to volunteer then sat gg to MCYC to volunteer.. long time since i been there liao!
choc didnt help today. i shld get out of this mood very soon. cos tmr is the performance! jerk it out leh! must b big eyed and big smiled. lol
godsis said something very right.. and i know why i m feelin so down for so long.. becos i chose the path that was against the values and thoughts i stood for.. which is causing the internal conflict. but wad m i supposed to do? cos front or back, both have things that i dun stand for. and things that i dun blif in. this is bad. very bad. i dun wan to run away like how i ran form the reality that..[thing of the past] and suffer the repercussions years later.
look at the amt of blood they took frm me!!
i need to study. i failed 4 out of 6 subjects for terms. so smart
; 4:22 PM
